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cheers from author.
ummi's daughter, baba's little girl. their one and only Ain Fatihah.
like me? do stay. hate me? please walk away. you may ask my age, but not my weight. cheers! :)
16 September 2016
you know what are the things I love seeing in attending wedding?
the bride, the groom, the dais and the photobooth.
the bride is tall, but the groom is short and vice versa.
the groom is dark, but the bride is fair and vice versa.
the bride is fat, but the groom is thin and vice versa.
the groom is biasa-biasa je, but the bride is pretty and vice versa.
the bride is small, but the groom is big and vice versa.
indah.. they complete each other. that truly defines 'marriage'. "you complete me, I complete you"
the physical appearance is always number two, or maybe three or even four six seven and eight. it is always 'heart' that plays the crucial part. may Allah bless all married couples in the world. barakallahulakum :)
I'm short and not pretty, I'm annoying, I'm terrible, I'm moody sometimes, I'm stubborn, I often create troubles over few people, I laugh out loud tak ingat dunia, I'm jobless and tak berharta.. anybody wants me? let me know, man. who knows we may complete each other too. man, this is serious I'm not joking.
day 2 since the two UNSUCCESSFUL results announced -- I am still depressed. murung. sedihhh sangat. kalau duk sorang sorang mata asyik bergenang je. kalau duk beramai ramai, even ada yang melawak, senyum dan ketawa itu tidak seikhlas hati. tidak sekuat hati. tak pernah rasa macam ni.
I feel worst 😭
I feel terrible 😭
makan tak kenyang, mandi tak basah, tidur tak lena. ini bukan angau, tak kelakar langsung lah. I bet this depression takes time to cure. like... a week maybe? two weeks? but oklah, at least I learnt and I own skills on how to give a fake smile, how to tell others you are happy but actually you are not, how to control your emotions not to cry though you really want to... 😔